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kay to the izzate.
29 June 2010 @ 11:10 pm
a dramatic way to describe how i feel.... but i feel bound by chains.
please make this a clean break. just cut me free. i don't want to feel this way anymore.
kay to the izzate.
13 June 2010 @ 11:44 pm
“ Non-religious vegetarians scare me because the greatest sin is to have a lack of curiosity. To close yourself off from so many experiences, that’s painful to think about. ”
— Anthony Bourdain
kay to the izzate.
24 May 2010 @ 10:26 pm
i can't feel anything anymore.
current mood: numbnumb
kay to the izzate.
01 May 2010 @ 10:47 pm
this isn't fair.
why do i continue to allow myself to be used?
current mood: lonelylonely
kay to the izzate.
20 April 2010 @ 10:51 pm
i've learned so much this year.
and i'm not talking about the kinds of things we learn in class.
current mood: complacentexistential.
kay to the izzate.
20 April 2010 @ 10:48 pm
Do you often feel that random people ask you a lot of questions? Has anyone ever tried to ask you a lot of questions all at once? When people ask you a lot of questions all at once, do you ignore some of the questions? In those cases where someone asks you a load of questions, do you consider all the questions as one question, or maybe think of them as individual questions? After a lot of questions, if someone asks you to explain your answer, does that count as another question? Explain your answer.

i find this extremely amusing.
current mood: luhl.
kay to the izzate.
16 April 2010 @ 11:34 am
kay to the izzate.
14 April 2010 @ 01:04 pm

"what am i supposed to do
when the best part of me was always you?"

- breakeven the script

conversation i didn't want to have. tons of homework incomplete.
rough night.

physical therapy isn't work so i had two cortisone injections in my neck this morning.
rough morning.

but on the upside, a middle-aged woman, who i did not even know, stopped me in the doctor's office today and told me my haircut was gorgeous :] definitely improved my mood. and made my day.

so much to do. so little time. as i've been saying lately, "oy vey." [insert dramatic sigh here.]
current mood: distresseddistressed
kay to the izzate.
11 April 2010 @ 11:59 pm
If you were 12 and could see yourself now, do you think you'd be happy or disappointed, and why?

i'd be completely blown away with how much i've changed. and i'm sure i'd be relieved, too.
current mood: awakeawake
kay to the izzate.
09 April 2010 @ 11:19 am
i was a very happy drunk!
i love champagne, reisling, and dessert wines.
oh, and vacherin.
and the smell of cigars.
and extremely loud and scary thunderstorms!
and thursdays that feel like fridays.
and people who make me cheshire.
and homemade guacamole.
and full nights of sleep.
and beautiful, sunny days.
and professors who are named leigh moscowitz.
and self-portraits that remotely resemble me!
and plants you grow yourself from seeds :D
and really loud, compostable chip bags!
current mood: cheerfulcheerful